I know we weren’t seeing each other as often besides work at this time, but I was still happy to come over that Sunday. I was missing you so much, and I really appreciated any time I did get to spend with you. I had a lot of mixed emotions during this time, and although there was a lot of frustration on my part, it wasn’t directed towards you. I wanted to have a clear answer for myself, and I just didn’t yet. I knew where my heart was, but felt like I couldn’t change my life. I was so wrong, and I realized that during the middle of it all. This is around when I wrote the letter that I never gave you, up until recently when we officially got together. All the things I kept to myself about my feelings, I ended up just being a mess. Change is beautiful, and change is necessary sometimes. I still don’t understand why I was so scared of it. I guess it was the fear of rejection, not necessarily from you but from my family. But the more I learned, I realized that my family is around but they are not my future. I wanted you to have the support of my family and their care too, but I realize now that even though it’s hard, I’ll try to make up for what they don’t give. I just wanted the best for you, and I didn’t know how to do that back then. Now knowing you more and seeing how beautiful you are every day and how you have grown, I see how easy it is to just love you and be yours.