Well, this wasn’t my favorite day. We went to a park, and you set boundaries because my boyfriend at the time couldn’t do it. I didn’t really know how to resolve the situation. We met and discussed at the time how we were feeling, what needed to change to resolve things, and honestly I kept it together in front of you but later cried a lot. I felt really distant emotionally, because I have a hard time with change. I wanted to continue spending time with you the same, but it just wasn’t going to work. Even if I wasn’t doing anything for the wrong reasons and I genuinely was just having good times with you, I know how it appeared to him and everyone else. I did try my best to listen and do the things you asked to avoid pushing boundaries. I ended up talking to him about it, and he seemed neutral about the whole situation. But I’m pretty sure he could see the change in me from that point, because I did struggle a lot. I wanted to continue spending time with you as always, as you’d been a great friend to me I didn’t want to lose that. When you also mentioned only spending time together in a group, I knew I could try but I was going to have a hard time. Because I don’t feel comfortable in most groups. I felt most comfortable just being around you and felt I could be myself without having to worry about the judgement of others that I received regularly. I still tried my best though, and I did do everything carefully from this point. We ended up leaving after things got weird with cars and ghostie and stuff, and you dropped me off at my grandmother’s house.